Why I’m Quitting Medium To Concentrate on My Blog

Time to think about what works and what doesn’t as an indie author…

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As an indie author with zero marketing budget it’s vital that every now and then I take stock of what is working and what is not in terms of reaching readers.

The trouble is, a lot of time it is hard to know! I am still getting steady sales – enough to make all this worthwhile anyway – but I have no idea where they are coming from or how those readers are finding my books. If I knew, it would make marketing decisions that much easier.

Originally, I started here. My humble WordPress blog. It was the very first place I shared my writing. Way before The Boy With The Thorn In His Side was published, I wrote and shared chapters of it here. I shared those chapters to my personal Facebook page and to my newly created Facebook author page. At the time it felt like a very brave thing to do and I was genuinely surprised when I got interest. A handful of people started reading along and asking for more. This response undoubtedly gave me the confidence to get on with writing and then publishing my books.

All these years later, I am still here, and still trying to figure out where best to focus my energies on the internet. I left Twitter, or X, when it went dark and crazy, but I’ve stuck with Instagram and Facebook. I don’t feel good about being on those platforms either and for multiple reasons. Meta stealing author’s work to train it’s AI models is just one example. Just recently, Meta have changed the rules on sharing links to your author page. Where once you could share as many links to other sources (such as Substack, Medium, WordPress, Amazon…) as you liked, you are now only allowed to share three a month. And guess what? Mark Zuckerberg is not rich enough yet so you have to PAY him if you want to share any more than that. Thanks Zuckerberg. That’s extremely helpful to struggling indie authors who want to share links to their work! It’s not enough that you stole our work, then?

I don’t want to be on Meta platforms and originally my plan was to build a big enough audience on Medium and Substack to replace what I’ve built on Meta.

With Medium at first, this seemed to be working. In fact, at the start of my Medium journey, I posted here many times about how amazing it was for writers. I joined in 2023 and instantly found an audience there. With Medium, if you are part of the partner programme, you can earn money on what you write. If your piece got boosted you earned more money. At the start, I kept getting boosted and I was earning a couple of hundred pounds a month from Medium.

I was thrilled and it made a huge difference to our finances.

But sadly it wasn’t to last. One moment I was doing everything right there and making money, and the next AI had crept in, the boost programme was changed, and nothing I did worked anymore.

I also started losing interest and inspiration. This last year I’ve tried again and again to get back into enjoying Medium and it’s time to admit it’s just not happening. This week I cancelled my membership and can no longer make money from what I write there, not that I was anyway! My plan is to download or copy across everything I wrote there and republish pieces here and in a short story/poetry collection I am putting together. Then I will close my account and turn my back on Medium for good.

In terms of losing interest, the reasons are as stated above but it’s also about inspiration and energy, or lack of…

I stopped reading the Medium emails and stopped writing in response to prompts. I found myself starting pieces of writing again and again only to never get around to finishing them or submitting them. It was time to call it quits and focus my energies elsewhere. The thing is, I don’t know about you, but with the crazy shit happening in the world right now, I’m kind of exhausted just keeping up and planning for an uncertain future takes up a lot of head space for me.

I realised my creativity was taking a hit, but only when it came to Medium. My desire and ability to write and edit my own books has not decreased at all. I didn’t want to run the risk of losing interest in writing altogether, so that was another good reason to quit Medium. There is just no point being there if I am not writing or reading anything.

I only realised lately how much of my headspace is taken up now with gardening, prepping and preserving. I woke up in a cold sweat one night in October as I realised I had totally forgotten to plan for Christmas! Normally I start in January and spread it out over the year. I have finally achieved a year round vegetable plot, I’ve added to my ducks and chickens, and I am busy clearing the side and back of my garden to grow more food and trees on. If I’m not physically working in the garden then I’m inside preserving, or I’m thinking about food shortages and climate emergencies!

There’s just not a lot of headspace left, which is a shame. Whatever creativity I have managed to cling onto needs to be diverted to my books, stories and poems, along with my blog and Substack.

As always, with writing my biggest motivation is getting all the untold books and stories out of my head before I die!

A Break in the Endless Editing Means The Relief (and the challenge) of New Writing!

It feels like a naughty treat…

It feels like I have been editing forever!

Black Hare Valley Book One: 1996 is out, and Book Two: 1966 is ready to go once the front cover is finalised. Book Three: 2026 has only just come back from my editor, and Book Four: I Remain is waiting patiently for its turn… But whenever I can’t work on that series, there is The Dark Finds You trilogy to edit. Part Two is ready for my editor but that will obviously have to wait until after the Black Hare Valley series is done, and I just recently finished a third draft of Part Three. As an aside, Part Three is the one I am less sure about and I’m curious to know what my editor thinks of it in time!

I will be getting to the Book 3: 2026 edits really soon but in the meantime I’ve been having a much needed break from endless editing. Which means the tantalising prospect of new writing!

God, I miss new writing….

Nothing beats that feeling of writing ‘chapter one’ on a fresh new page and letting the words flow! Of course, there will be a plan, a loose plot, planned scenes, research on location and character bios all ready to go and chances are they’ve been sat waiting for years! I absolutely adore that feeling of starting a new book and it feels like forever since I’ve experienced it.

So, while the two series mentioned above are waiting, I can place my attentions on two writing projects that have been hovering in the background. Neither project really means brand new writing, however…

First up and the one I have prioritised, is the rewrite of The 7th Child, a family mystery I wrote a messy first draft of over a year ago. I loved the plot, the location and the characters, but something felt off about the narration. I had chosen to recount the present day events through first person point of view of one character, while the past scenes were from multiple character points of view and in third person…. I just didn’t like it at the end, in fact I hated it! It took me a while to figure out a better way to tell the story and I decided doing the whole thing in first person with an unreliable narrator would be better.

I then had second thoughts about that….

I started with a simple read through as I needed to remind myself of what I wrote. I made notes as I went along on possible different ways to structure the book. I decided that it really does need an entire rewrite and change of structure, which is weirdly exciting!

A few days ago I started the big rewrite and I’ve done two chapters so far. It feels like a mix of writing and editing, which I am okay with.

The other project is a book with the working title ‘The Ugly One’. Now this is a book I wrote but never finished when I was just nineteen. In recent years the characters started to talk to me again and I had new ideas about how to rewrite it, as sadly I lost the original hand-written manuscript. For some strange reason I have only been letting myself write this book on a Saturday evening after a glass of wine… Don’t ask me why. A lot of it is set in the 90s so perhaps a glass of wine or two and listening to nostalgic tracks helps put me back there! It’s a bit of an experiment in many ways, this one. I will keep writing chapters once a week unless I get stuck.

But The 7th Child rewrite will take priority and I’ll keep you updated on how it goes!

Black Hare Valley Book One: Meet The Characters

Black Hare Valley Book One: 1996 was released on 25th June and the ebook is still just 99p across all platforms! I was due to publish this post on release day but we had an internet outage for a week and I had stupidly not scheduled it.

When I first came up with the idea for Black Hare Valley, all I had was the genre, (horror) and the town, which I created as a map on a long piece of roll-out paper. I knew I wanted a missing child to be central to the storyline and I knew I wanted an unlikely group of misfit teenagers to be the ones attempting to solve the mystery.

It was not until years later, in 2023, that I started creating and developing my characters. Now that the book has developed into a 5-book series, it feels odd to me that I ever had to sit down and work on these characters. They are so real to me now and I am very much in love with them all. That, I think, is one joyful benefit of writing a series – getting to know the characters so well and seeing them grow and develop over time. In this post I am only concentrating on the main characters in book one. I will probably do a follow up character post on additional characters when the next book is out…

So, here they are. The main characters, both heroes and villains, in the Black Hare Valley Book One: 1996:

The heroes:

Jesse Archer: Aged 15. Tall for his age. Shoulder length dark brown hair, dark eyes, high cheekbones. As one of the notorious and much-maligned Archers, his reputation precedes him and he is hated in Black Hare Valley. Known as a thug, a bully and a hooligan, he is not expected to amount to much. His mother supposedly went crazy and ran away when he was ten, and since then he’s been dragged up by his useless, drunken father, Nick and his two criminal older brothers, Billy and Wyatt. On the surface, Jesse appears to be a typical Archer but underneath he has a gentle side that few see. He is hiding dark secrets and lives his life in constant fear. When he starts a friendship with mild Paddy Finnis, most assume he is bullying the boy, but nothing could be further from the truth. Jesse has found someone who wants to know him for him for the first time in his life. So, when Paddy vanishes, Jesse is as determined as anyone to find him. Jesse is at heart a hero, selfless, courageous and loyal. His negative traits are keeping secrets and being reckless.

Paddy Finnis: Aged 14. Small, dark-haired, wears glasses, lives with his father in a flat about The Magic of Books, which his father owns. Studious, but not shy, Paddy is a thinker. He questions everything and anything and never gets bored of learning new things. He is particularly fascinated with space and has two telescopes to watch the night skies with. His best friend is Willow Harrison, though they are quite different, they have been friends since early childhood. Where Willow is cynical and negative, Paddy tries to see the best in everyone and always looks on the bright side of life. A cheerful optimist, he happily welcomes Jesse Archer into his life and his world, despite Willow’s warnings that the boy must have ulterior motives. Paddy reads constantly and devours information. Was his thirst for knowledge what got him into trouble and led to his disappearance?

Willow Harrison: Aged 14. Tall and thin, long black hair, often dresses in dark or black clothes. Mocked around town and called ‘witchy Willow’. Her parents own a gift shop in the town and she lives with them in the flat above. Like Paddy, she is often found helping out in the shop, and in her spare time her hobbies are writing and wandering the town with Paddy. Willow is sarcastic, cynical and usually assumes the worst of people. Her mother suffers from depression which fills her with a constant fear that she might lose her. Willow also fears she may suffer from depression herself. Willow both loves and hates Black Hare Valley. She often covers for her mother when the strange Vicar Roberts comes into the gift shop asking for her. For some reason her mother seems afraid of him. Willow is fiercely loyal to Paddy and at first jealous of his new friendship with Jesse Archer. She has no need for other friends, but when Paddy vanished without trace in the night, Willow realises she must let her walls down just a bit, and joins forces with Jesse, new girl Jaime, and Ralph Maxwell to uncover the truth. Willow is strong and independent, loyal and kind-hearted.

Ralph Maxwell: Aged 13. Brown curly hair, sturdy build. Outdoorsy. The youngest of the group, Ralph is a loner at the start of the book. He lives in the caravan park with his young single mother, Charlotte, a widow since his father died in a boating accident when he was just a toddler. Charlotte is a hard worker and loved by the town. The mayor, who employs her, is especially fond of her and Ralph. Ralph is an explorer at heart with a nose for mystery. He has been tracking and recording strange footprints in the town for a while now, and constantly wishes he had a best friend or reliable side-kick. He finds a whole gang of friends when he accidentally gets caught up in the mystery of missing Paddy Finnis. Ralph is sweet-natured, humble and hard-working. He is loyal and brave and develops a crush on Jaime.

Jaime Perry: Aged 14. Short and round with blonde hair and blue eyes, Jaime is the new kid in town. Her new step-father, Mark Aster, owns The Hare and Hound public house and her mother is now pregnant with his child. Mark seems thrilled with his read-made family and is keen for Jaime to explore his beloved town. He adores the valley and looks up to all of the committee members. This adoration puts him on a collision course with his step-daughter when she starts questioning things… Jaime wants to be a reporter and is known for being nosy. When she first arrives in town, she finds herself ridiculed and bullied by the local teen girls, but then spots Jesse being arrested by Sergeant Mayfield. Her curiosity in overdrive, she starts following and snapping photos. This leads her to Paddy and Jesse in the treehouse. Jaime is intelligent, determined. curious and level-headed. She tends to believe there is a rational answer for everything. There is a hell of a story in her new home-town and she is determined to crack it. She is sweet-natured, loyal and fun-loving but can be a bit shy and lacking in confidence.

The Committee:

Mayor Margaret Sumner: Aged, who knows? Tall and slim, athletic build, with silver hair and grey eyes, Margaret cuts an imposing and authoratative figure around town. No-nonsense, practical, single-minded, she always gets her way. She lives up on Hill Fort Farm where she has a perfect view of the town she created. Her roots are very deep and the town is her precious baby. She will do anything to protect it. As head of the committee and mayor of the town, what she says goes. She cannot understand anyone not appreciating the unique beauty and magic of Black Hare Valley. She is cold and manipulative, but occasionally develops a ‘soft spot’ for someone, and tends to like collecting ‘waifs and strays.’ At heart, she is controlling and not to be messed with.

Edward Bishop: Aged? Looks like he is in his late forties. Tall, thin, but with a pot-belly, greasy black hair, bad skin and a hooked nose. The head-master of the local secondary school, Edward Bishop is feared and loathed by the children of the town. He seems to actively enjoy terrorising and humiliating children and has a particular hatred for Jesse Archer. Edward is vain, bitter, vindictive and sly. He is good friends with Sergeant Mayfield but sometimes feels Margaret is too soft on the Archers. He is a proud and long-standing member of the committee and takes his duties very seriously. A dark and dangerous man.

Sergeant Aaron Mayfield: Aged? looks like he is in his late fifties, and built like a bear with white hair, full beard and moustache. Twinkling blue eyes that look full of mirth and joy but inside he is as cold as ice. Around town, he is loved and feared in equal measures. A sly and deceitful man, Mayfield has a penchant for blackmail. He blackmails Jesse Archer to do jobs for him, and camera by camera, he is spying on the entire town. Like Margaret, he enjoys power and control but is far less subtle about it and enjoys brute violence just as much. He has a lust for blood and violence that Edward Bishop sympathises with. It makes Margaret rather uneasy, however. He and Margaret work well together and share a close bond, often acting and feeling like ‘mother and father’ to the town. He loves the town and will do anything to protect it. A proud, calculating and vengeful man, he is capable of anything.

Bob Rowan: looks to be in his late sixties. Black, greying hair. Dresses like a scruffy farmer. A recluse, Bob Rowan is rarely seen around town. He owns almost half of the land and resides on the opposite side of the valley to Margaret, in a farmhouse surrounded by trees and barbed wire. He used to be on the committee but seems to have broken ranks and gone his own way. Is said to have a pathological hatred of children. He has a ancient Holloway, or sunken path on his land, which he refuses anyone access to. Bob lives like a grumpy secretive hermit, close to nature, with little need for human company.

Sylvia Gordon: looks to be in her early thirties. Small, petite, well-groomed and made-up. She has blonde hair styled like a 1950s Hollywood starlet. She dresses in an old-fashioned manner, but exudes sexuality. She teaches piano at the secondary school but despises children. She acts as the committee secretary. She is flirty with most men, but in particular with the vicar, Greg Roberts. She is sly and manipulative by nature and has a dark sense of humour. Not to be trusted, she will stab anyone in the back to get what she wants.

Vicar Gregory Roberts: Looks to be in early forties. Red hair, has a wife and twin daughters in book one, but they mysteriously disappear later on in the series…. Is conducting an extra-marital affair with Sylvia Gordon. Seems to have a strange and unhealthy interest in Willow Harrison’s mum, Lizzie, and can’t seem to keep away from their gift shop. Lizzie always hides when she sees him coming. Seen by most of the townsfolk as an upstanding and Godly man, our heroes soon realise this couldn’t be further from the truth. A proud, vain and petty man, who like most of the committee, is prepared to do anything to protect the town and conceal the truth.

Eugenie Spires: Looks to be in her late sixties. Small, trim, grey hair scraped into a bun, glasses, old-fashioned practical clothes. Eugenie is the town librarian and comes across as a dour, humourless and severe woman. She has a secret habit of stealing pointless items. She is a gossip at heart and is usually twitching the curtains of her home to spy on townsfolk. She is one of life’s great observers and nothing much gets past her. She is loyal to Margaret and the committee in general and thinks those that question them are ungrateful and selfish.

Neville Hewlett: Looks to be in late thirties. A smooth-faced pudgy man with a nervous vibe about him, Neville is the pastoral care worker at the school and also runs various groups at the town community centre. He comes across as friendly and affable, and will seemingly do anything for anyone. A weak-willed anxious man, Neville shies away from conflict and doesn’t like nastiness. He is loyal to Margaret and the committee, however, and as much as he dislikes confrontation, he knows he must always do as he is told. He has a girlfriend called Tahlia who is a barmaid at The Hare and Hound, but he enjoys a secret relationship with teenager, Nathan Cotton.

Iris: Looks to be in late seventies, early eighties. Iris is small but fierce with a halo of white fluffy hair. She dresses in whatever she picks up off the floor, but often it is dungarees, jeans, dresses and boots, woollen jumpers and woollen hats. Iris lives alone as a recluse in the oldest house in town, Black Hare cottage, on the outskirts of town. She is a long-standing member of the committee but seems to despise them all and doesn’t have much to do with them. It is believed that she hates children, even though she had a son who died, who produced a grandson, Nathan, with a local called Sarah-Jane. They try to keep an eye on Iris but she doesn’t think much of them and prefers to be alone. Often called a witch, townsfolk are naturally wary of Iris and tend to gossip about her behind her back. At one with nature and solitude, Iris often vanishes for weeks at a time without a word to anyone. Iris has a dark heart and is a lover of tricks and mischief.

Well, that’s the main characters from book one! Don’t forget to grab your ebook copy while it is still 99p!

Thank you!

Why Black Hare Valley Goes Back and Forth In Time

There are centuries of mystery in this series!

When I first starting writing Black Hare Valley, I had no idea it would become a series. However, by the time I reached the end of the first book, set in 1996, I knew I also had to set one in 1966 to help explain some of the events.

My heroic group of misfit teenagers in the first book are dealing with a missing friend in 1996, but along the way they discover that children have gone missing from Black Hare Valley before, and their own parents were once involved in trying to solve one such case.

In fact, the strange events and missing children occur every thirty years…

Writing the 1966 book was a lot of fun, as I got to go back in time and revisit adult characters from book one when they were teens in the sixties. I think it gives readers an interesting insight into why certain adults in book one behave and live the way they do. It also answers a few of the mysteries along the way.

By the time I got to the end of that book I was thinking about 2026 because thirty years on, my teen characters from 1996 would now be middle-aged and would potentially have children themselves. I wondered what the town would look like by then. Would it be any different? Would children still be going missing on May Day?

So, the series starts in 1996, jumps back to 1966, then jumps forward to 2026. But it doesn’t end there.

My next idea was a diary form book from Jesse Archer’s POV. I don’t want to go into too much detail as it will give you spoilers, but there is a thirty year period where Jesse is essentially cursed and totally alone. I was curious about how he spent those three decades and decided a sporadic diary written by him would provide the answers. It would also answer even more of the mysteries surrounding this strange town.

This therefore means that after the 2026 book, we go back to 1996 to fill in those thirty years…

I honestly thought it was all over with four books but while in the middle of editing and reworking bits of them, another idea hit me. I had one of those really satisfying ‘click’ moments when I realised a fantastic way to end the series and have almost everything explained. (I am also writing a selection of short stories that will fill in even more blanks.)

Book Five, therefore, is also set in 2026, but it makes sense to read it after the diary book. It starts with my heroes thinking they have ‘won’ but in truth, they have no idea what they have unleashed…

Black Hare Valley Book One: 1996 is out this Thursday 25th June (my birthday!) and you can preorder the ebook and/or the paperback on this link: https://books2read.com/u/4EO5DE